Last Night I Dreamt

I'm a good friend and an excellent loverI can fool myself just like no other person canI'm turning into a twisted manI haven't got any time for selfless deedsWhat I do for you is indirectly for meI'm a stubborn boy, there's nothing here that you can break or destroyThen as I count sheep in my bedA train of worry pulls us through my headLast night I dreamt I died aloneThrough all my talk of self-defeatA fearful bomb ticks underneathLast night I dreamt I diedFrom now I'll curb the cynical speakingIt seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through meSomeone once said I don't have any feelingsWell I think that emotions can be misleadingAnd thinking backI might have nailed the coffin shut with thatAs I tend to cry in a room full of laughterIs the cheese finally sliding off of it's cracker?I don't know I'll just prepare myself to let it goAs I count sheep in my bedA train of worry pull through my headLast night I dreamt I died aloneThrough all my talk of self-defeatA fearful bomb ticks underneathLast night I dreamt I dieedFrom now I'll curb the cynical speakingIt seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through meIt seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through meIt seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through meLast night I dreamt I died aloneAnd apart from when I lost my virginity I've never been know to frighten easily