Be Him

See, I've been trying to find out how to solve all of my problems in the bottom of this bottle But I can't find a way to solve them without listing them all out loud And I can settle with us two just being friends I wish that I had what you see in him, got me taking drugs like some medicine I'm not one to judge but what's so interesting What does he have that I don't know about These words that's coming out my mouth are so true that it hurts when I throw them out And it's a matter of time till the clock runs out and I finally give in to my flaws Tried your best, no it isn't your fault I'm at my worst when I enter my thoughts All I see is you and him and my mind got me thinking that I could be them And I should be him That should be me holding your hand That should be me making you laugh That should be me hanging out with your friends That should be me taking care of your past