Life at War

Tell me how you feel Everything I rap you know I live Been through so much trauma as a kid I need about a 100 mill To heal the scars from the battlefield Even then I question can I heal My mind is at war I'm fighting my heart I'm giving my all But still I feel far Tell me how you feel Nigga won't tell you again Watch who calling your friend Can't even trust my own kin Or women asking to be more than a friend Where was the love when I couldn't pay rent Going from zero to a hunnid percent Cause I know that feeling having nothing Man I never wanna feel that again Picked up the pen Started as a hustle Now this a trend Been setter Go getter Too clever Every move is calculated Better than a calculator I know they gone thank me later But what's wrong with giving a nigga His flowers right now while he living One day yo insecurities gone fade away All in a flash Kinda like Dwayne Wade I'm bringing the heat Trying be posted in Miami Riding in double R seats They say I missed a beat Well I say f*ck with they say I did not come here to play Feeling like David I came here to slay Goliath the giants I'm worst than the climate changing Living legend in front of your face Tryna be paid Enough for my kids and theirs Don't move in fear Support not as loud as the hoops and cheers When they see me on the stage Will be a beautiful day This is for Jay Rest in paradise to the homie Circle full of real niggas We don't f*ck with phonies Or these lil niggas Not the size of the dog It's the fight in la homie This is a warning Tell me how you feel Everything I rap you know I live Been through so much trauma as a kid I need about a 100 mill To heal the scars from the battlefield Even then I question can I heal My mind is at war I'm fighting my heart