KRAX PT I

Chokin' on Blue Dream trying not to have blue dreams Saying words to soothe me, but they just aren't soothing Thinking 'bout a future where you might refute me I could never do this, I'm running Sometime the only way to keep sane is to make happy music Sometimes I feel insane when I look deep in my brain to know if you'll choose me Sometimes I wanna drive down to the boulevard and fly straight into herds on oncoming cars Space is so infinite, wanna beam farther Under a microscope everything's larger Problem's seem bigger than sixth planet's rings Over-analyzing everything Keeping my flow on 'cause I'm scared of change Two nickels convince me to keep things the same I don't like to argue but also I do My lies she can oftentimes see her way through This histr'y of mine will make panic go Never felt like this before and I know I'm scared and I'm thinking 'bout what future hold As I laugh it all out and I chill with my bros Shouldn't be calling my bluff, wouldn't be acting all tough Tellin' me to just shut, tellin' me it's not enough Turn on it's head, say that you love When you be wanting my blood, that's anger, a grudge Why do you care with a shrug, when you be giving a f*ck? I'm focused as f*ck I don't want nothing to do with you Over this shit, and I'm so fucking through with you Make me feel sappy, nostalgia's so bad I wanna be happy but sky is so sad