The Demon Within Me

Chained to a standpipe barely breathing A couple of broken bones they left me severely beaten No food or water surviving man and I continue bleeding Not making it out alive within intentions on leaving Crucified as the devil not liking the way I'm living Exchanging life for a soul with everything I was giving Running round in the shadows and trying to continue hidden You don't understand the story lets start it from the beginning. Seeing demons as a youngin stop manifesting my anger No longer feel in control they taking over a stranger Destroy a piece of the world so that the people can blame us No fear of living or dying always surrounded by danger Attacking me in my sleep my life is a living hell And killing to gain power accepting how it prevails Its running throughout my system to cycle down to my cells Its time to conquer the world unravel out of my shell Devoted an illusion conclusion to gaining conscious As taking over my mind and getting rid of the nonsense To live a better life without lies and becoming honest But its death around the corner that's re-igniting the violence Try to use it as a weakness because I'm showing them kindness A battle beyond evil unstable without a balance I'm screaming to let it go but it keep on ending in silence Lord help me and forgive me I'm suffering in this challenge I'm fighting towards addiction cause pain with every affliction I'm trouble looking for action they label me as a menace Eradicating the flow of the current causing some friction And never be satisfied with the fact I live in existence Emancipate from this world he never letting me end it He rather I cause damage continue to be relentless Keep selling me all these dreams and turning them into gimmicks I feel that I'm at my limit but knowing it aint finished I wanted to leave it all without me loosing my family Perpetuated cycle that's driving me to insanity Living life in this hell hole suffering in this tragedy Stay with me till the end I hope you never abandon me Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy F*ck, damn