Killin Me Inside

Lately i just been so traumatized From all this pain building up Got to let my emotions cry Feel like I'm running out of luck When its you against the odds I see I only got myself I made mistakes and I'm honest But it seems like it's not good enough The truth will set you free And what's dark will come to light I'm a need y'all to pray for me Cause I'm not out here living right Some shit ain't meant to be In this game we calling life Built up aggression, depression it's slowly killing me inside I get the picture I finally get the picture They gone try to paint that picture And I'm a keep rolling swishers I wish I can come and laugh just chop It and kick it with you My niggas I truly miss them but that even the issue I be hearing them demons talking whispering shit all in my ear Crying out to angels God send a thug some help Crying out to God cause I know my time is hear Broken betrayals but no man I should never fear They say a hard head a make a soft ass Well practice what you preach from the beginning to the last And it's sad to say your partners probably murk you for some bands This world getting so cold and sometimes I don't understand I had to cope on my own find a way on my own deal with this shit all alone now now Mixed emotions feelings I just can't express it Been through so much pain hoping I ain't block my blessing hoping he won't neglect me Lately i just been so traumatized From all this pain building up Got to let my emotions cry Feel like I'm running out of luck When its you against the odds I see I only got myself I made mistakes and I'm honest But it seems like it's not good enough The truth will set you free And what's dark will come to light I'm a need y'all to pray for me Cause I'm not out here living right Some shit ain't meant to be In this game we calling life Built up aggression, depression it's slowly killing me inside