Far From Youth

Don't ask any question I'll be my own You wouldn't understand Why I prefer being alone The blood keeps dripping down my face How can I get rid of all this mess I keep my pain so close to me A redemption for my mistakes I don't want to be a part of your life I'll make you and I bleed, a double-edged knife Your bed is covered in razor blades I don't wanna sleep tonight, and I don't want no accolades I think I need you But I'm too scared to Get out of my misery You don't deverse this I don't even know who I am anymore What do I want but to find an open door