Doublespeak

It’s two AM and I can’t sleep Thought about you this past week Promises that you can’t keep I’ll be done with you in a heartbeat I put on that jumpsuit that you like And I put on that necklace that you like And I pulled up I pulled up To that restaurant that you like But your ass wasn’t there You mind telling me where you were This shit feels like a disease Are you not aware Now you don’t want me to leave But you’re never here I don’t know what to believe Frankly I don’t care Frankly I don’t care I say I don’t care This shit feels like a disease Are you not aware Now you don’t want me to leave But you’re never here I don’t know what to believe Frankly I don’t care Doublespeak Don’t give me that doublespeak Trying to work it out But it’s just not working out Cos it’s not worth working out with you Trying to work it out But it’s just not working out Cos it’s not worth working out with you I should have made friends with time Hugging clocks as I watch my life tick by How did I miss the signs They turned on the cameras I fluffed my lines Like my heart jammed stuck in a bind Like a chacha slide in my mind Stupid for ever thinking you was mine Love ain’t the problem It’s loving that’s blind There’s living and feeling alive You can’t put a price or a bribe on this shit Love is like expensive dopamine Just wanna kick back and get high off this shit Women lie men lie Your only hope is that she doesn’t this time Matter of fact The only day I’d be able to put These feelings aside Is the day that I die (Is the day that I die yeah yeah) I’ll probably say that I’m fine But I’ll be lying I guess my toxic trait is holding Shit in when I should be crying (Wait hold up) I’ll probably tell you I’m fine But I’ll be lying I guess my toxic trait is forming odeshi when I be dying Searching for loving that’s one of a kind It’s really hard to find Yeah searching for loving that’s one of a kind It’s really hard to find If I made the rules Breaking hearts would be a crime But what do I know