The Parallel

I wanna get lost for while Drive all night I wanna just lose my troubles See what I find whoa! Why me? why am I the target? Why am I the one who hurts where my heart is? Try to lay low and tuck my chin to my chest Stay behind the shadows while snakes continue to rattle See I pray I never get noticed already been humiliated Picked on and teased punched and kicked to my knees A fist full of keys unlocked the door to my pain Beat on until I folded hate formed like a swarm of locusts Left on the ground in pain found the strength to go home Walk through the door act like everything's cool these pills soothe Take 1 take 2 take a mouthful Numb the pain these bullies make me say I wanna get lost for a while And take my time I wanna go somewhere nowhere No where in mind I wanna get lost for while Drive all night I wanna just lose my troubles See what I find whoa! See I wake every day to beatings from dad The reasons are anything somethings and everything Smacked for just breathing punched for leaving dishes Locked on my room until my frustration blooms When I head to school full of fury and rage My book of hate's open I read every page Find the weakest kid I know punch and kick him and smack him Cause in my house I'm abused so I bring it to school I don't know why I do it my misery hates company These other kids that I'm hurting facts they don't deserve it This cycle needs to end this self hate needs to stop Maybe I should just end it all sometimes I wanna get lost for a while And take my time I wanna go somewhere nowhere Nowhere in mind I wanna get lost for while Drive all night I wanna just lose my troubles See what I find whoa! The 1st verse the kid thats bullied the second is the bully Different paths and lanes but the results are the same Self hate no confidence and low self esteem Suicides never the answer there's no in between So please reach out to anyone who will listen Stuck in the same spot? we'll help switch your position Understand your life is worth more than you think Let's stop bullying today so you'll never say I wanna get lost for a while And take my time I wanna go somewhere nowhere Nowhere in mind I wanna get lost for while Drive all night I wanna just lose my troubles See what I find whoa!