Pain

There's blood stains on this canvas I paint So tell me who do you blame We on the sidelines while they stated they claims I ain't giving no names Y'all can put me in frame This the city I love but y'all put it shame And that's 365 every day of the week There's many moments I've patiently waited to see Hear the pain when I speak I Need a place for his ashes to keep This shit is deep I put that on my granny plus it's getting harder sleep And it's messing wit my system No I really just don't get it Shit hits different You been gone for a minute And I got this empty room as a place that I visit I keep falling deep I can see your dreams There's so many things that I learned And everything that I have took everything that I had just to earn Just to turn around and watch it all burn So I'm waiting my turn Till then what can I do in return Surrounded in a place of concern I've been holding this question so I hope it won't hurt Am I a broken piece to the puzzle Am I really bringing peace when it's trouble Do I not contribute to your needs when it comes to the struggle Who's really the one that's been holding the shovel You say there's light at the end of the tunnelWhere's the rain as u continue to splash in a puddle Has it come an end at the end of road Do you ever think that it's time for yo friends to spend time with they kids Instead of worrying about the next time get to lit Time it's precious but if it's a diamond next life then it's shit I'm only bringing light to your life so I admit And with the family I have is there a light that'll fit Cause its likely with the times that we're in Brings out a conflict within LA daily issue of thinking if I'm really the shit