Happy Is A Myth (feat. Jon Botti)

Ay, ay It's all on me, it's all on me, ay I just wanna be happy Why can't I just be happy Can somebody please help me I'm asking can you save me Save me from myself I feel like this too much I'll see you in hell I don't give not two fucks Meet me by water Or Meet me in woods Lets settle the score I wanna play for blood I'm not jokin' no more I cannot afford this pain inside It would knock you to the floor So don't try to push me aside Thinkin' I just need my weed And maybe some alone time Maybe I just need a beat And turn it to a cold rhyme Melodies will come from me And turn into a gold mine Happy is a myth, happy is a lie Happy is a myth, I say it all the time But I don't know if thats the truth or how I feel sometimes I just wanna be happy Why can't I just be happy Can somebody please help me I'm asking can you save me Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie I just wanna be happy The beast inside is tryna snatch me Left to my own devices, I'm unhealthy Jump on in the water and cleanse me I move on my own, only goin' out at night now The pursuit of happiness, I'm searchin' like a lighthouse Fill my brain with poison, yeah Got me feelin' right now Then I check myself because I know I'm goin' right down Happy is a myth, happy is a lie Can't keep goin' on like this I'm not ready to die Happy is a myth, happy is a lie Can't keep goin' on like this I'm not ready to die I just wanna be happy Why can't I just be happy Can somebody please help me I'm asking can you save me Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie Happy Is A Myth, happy is a lie