Pressure

It's been 3 years since my last album 2 years since I logged out online 1 year since I had a problem With time how he strutting on without us I feel the pressure Or let's just say I been the pressure If I stayed online would I have been successful If it takes more time will it still feel special When everyone around me been this echelon I want it to be less stressful To wait on mine when it's so suspenseful To stay on mind when they're so forgetful But It's Total Recall when they want to cancel I I was lying dormant for years Waiting on my fears to disappear When I ain't going nowhere, nowhere And I don't wanna be scared, be scared And every moment leaves one less breath Less counts, one time forget it Don't forget it When I've been dealing with the pressure I've been dealing with the pressure Of what's what, who's who man I've been dealing with the pressure Of what's what, who's who I've been dealing with the pressure Pressure that you wouldn't believe Aye where we leave it at I'll take it from there It's hard to live with yourself When every move you make is chosen in fear To be fair I never picked myself as one to be here A different decision and it would've been clear No recognizing the man in the mirror Another man in America Searching for gold rushing for more A classic film with sequels galore That's why I pray to the Lord For new direction down paths Never charted before that's for sure And flip the control Tired of fighting for control Playin' with fire for control So what's this desire for Control with me I just stick to my lane Stick to my lane Cuz when everything changes the same I just stick to my lane When I've been dealing with the pressure I've been dealing with the pressure Of what's what, who's who man I've been dealing with the pressure Of what's what, who's who I've been dealing with the pressure Pressure that you wouldn't believe Last night, I had a mad dream A B-list was offering the brass ring I mean he took me to a mansion Offered me expansion And sat me in a room full of baddies Lawd I was shook I was wondering if this is how it goes When they know you're on the low end of the pole How would they treat you if they see you Had no intention of planning to barter with your soul I mean I'm gassed up Boy they want a gas up Want the walls to fall when the liquor in the glass up Want your nose open for the girl with sealed plastic Then laugh when you're plastered in their house in Calabasas So I stick to my lane I stick to my lane Cuz when everything changes the same I just stick to my lane When I've been dealing with the pressure I've been dealing with the pressure Of what's what, who's who man I've been dealing with the pressure Of what's what, who's who I've been dealing with the pressure Pressure that you wouldn't believe