Aneurysm

Nah forreal I aint even tryna be dramatic This is real War with my mind was kinda tragic Had to chill I was wildin out to feed the dragon Real spill I don't think nobody understand me Grim reaper calling Thought that it was my time to die Laying on that bed Pray to God that I would be fine 19 years old shaved head With like half a mind One hell of a procedure And I cant change it now Said its craniotomy It felt like some lobotomy Rearrange my brain Seen myself like Frankenstein to me Doctor messed up Told my mom that it didn't work So they gotta go back in It aint no reverse Bypass surgery with clips They had it figured out Tore my whole forearm up Just to get it out Talkin bout my artery Man this where it get hard for me Took it out Attach it to the one that's coming from my feet Tell me something doc Do you think it's gonna work Talkin bout "this my job Just let me work" Say no more drug me up then Let's get to it I passed out and woke up Feeling like a new human Nah forreal I aint even tryna be dramatic This is real War with my mind was kinda tragic Had to chill I was wildin out to feed the dragon Real spill I don't think nobody understand me Two days passed I was healing my condition Something went wrong I could see it in my vision Face felt numb And my fingers started stiffing Tongue started drooping And i couldn't hold a pencil "Momma something wrong" See that's what i tried to shout out All my words slurred I could barely get a sound out Feet crossed I couldn't walk To even pee now Well your boy had a stroke Look at me now So much happened Kinda hard to fit it in a song I remember crushing up them xans And putting it in a bong I remember crushing up that oxy Putting it in a blunt I remember poppin 2 tabs Just to warm up I remember pouring up a 8th To get slowed up I remember quarters of them shrooms Would make me throw up I remember gummin that coke Late in the night time Or maybe it was morning I didn't know I was on white time Drugs all in my system I was definitely an addict I know if it fucked me up I had to have it Got damn I don't know why I got all these habits Then I reminded myself It the traumatics Nah forreal I aint even tryna be dramatic This is real War with my mind was kinda tragic Had to chill I was wildin out to feed the dragon Real spill I don't think nobody understand me Gotta thank God It's no way I woulda made it through Good faith and determination To be a better dude Bounce back incredible timing I had to get up Not one cell in my body Could make me bitch up Walking on my own two feet Reading books and shit Cant nobody tell me shit Look what I been through That aint even all of it I'm tryna keep it simple