Letters To Lucifer

So distant from the future yet so close to the past This barrier that prevents me from taking one more step Eyes to the ground I won't make eye contact These greedy beings are far too rough to me Cease to exist, won't be fixed, down the list, I'm told I'm missed, It hurts like an engorged cyst Wringing my bones of the infectious mold Pay God a sum to fix me with venomous tongues I won't bathe in the pity that a loved one engorges on All day and every night till the very day I die Cease to exist, won't be fixed, down the list, I'm told I'm missed, It hurts like an engorged cyst Waterboard these treasonous instincts Tomorrow's a new day to forgive you of the infliction Another wine cup made from Jesus that I won't drink I've kissed Lucifer and told him God is nobody worth loving Cause if God won't love me for who I was and who I became Then God doesn't deserve to breed his impotence and greed Cease to exist, won't be fixed, down the list, I'm told I'm missed, It hurts like an engorged cyst Yet, In all his glory, he shines down on the sinners Promising to be the golden riches we lust after He no longer deserves capitalization for further polluting O' our wretched hands O' my wretched hands