A Letter for You

I know I fucked up, but I really like you Everything I did I just did to excite you When you're not around all I wanna do is write you Listen to the sound from my mouth I invite you Hear what I say, here is where I pray Hoping one day, we can go away To a special place, far as outer space And you got me running, I am in a race Now when I drink, I don't need a chase Can't feel the liquor, the only thing I taste is the pain It's hard to get away Think I am insane for what I did that day I know I betrayed your trust in a way Say I didn't change, say I am the same Let me tell you I never thought this was a game I can be the sun and protect you from the rain Wasn't lying when I told that I'm not a player But I feel you treat me like I am a Laker So you wanna push me away to be safer Look out for yourself, I guess its human nature Putting thoughts on paper is how I open up Since we barely talk I just wanna say what's up Telling you I'm sorry, it wasn't on purpose The thought of losing you, really made me nervous Can't believe you would ask me if it was worth it You should know the answer, you did not deserve it Wish you would forgive, wish you would forget Every time I think about that night it's regret I check my phone every night you bet That I'm still waiting for that one text All that time that passes makes me more a mess Different thoughts running through my mind make me stress What can I do, to make you understand That I did the dumbest thing ever known to man I just wanna show you how I really feel Put my heart on the page so you know its real I'd do anything you'd want just to see you happy Want you in my life again, want it so badly No matter what would happen I would put you first I know that you hate me, think I am the worst Put yourself in my shoes what if roles reversed Understand how you feel that it's an alert I know you are scared, because I am a flirt And you think if we are close, that I might revert In order to move on, we need to have the trust On top of feelings, loyalties a must The only thing that I can do is promise that I won't That is the reason this song was even wrote