Better Off Dead

Better off dead, dead, dead Better off dead, dead, dead Better off dead, dead, dead Yeah I'm better off Stuck inside my mental Need my peace like meadows Stood on my heart, stilettos Voice in my head it echoes Telling me I'm better off, better off, better off Better off dead Gotta, gotta get it off of my chest Telling, telling me things that you said Writing, writing lies up in my head Thinking maybe I'm better off, Better off dead Think I'm better off dead, what's new? I've been feeling this way, since school I've been tryna change but I break rules I did it all over again Codeine won again It happens when I stress I been breaking down, never know what hurts next Life is a test that I'm failing, exhaling I'm wasting my breath I don't wanna make it, I just wanna go I don't wanna stay here, I don't know what for Catching me drowning, drowning, drowning out Stuck inside my mental Need my peace like meadows Stood on my heart, stilettos Voice in my head it echoes Telling me I'm better off, better off, better off Better off dead Gotta, gotta get it off of my chest Telling, telling me things that you said Writing, writing lies up in my head Thinking maybe I'm better off Better off dead Dark thoughts in my head like writing on the walls I don't wanna have 'em if I'm dead thinking when you call What you calling for Is because I'm dead and you're not Thinking about me after I'm gone Do you think about me when I am not Think about me more Think about me less I don't wanna be the only thought after I'm dead Oh, dead, dead, dead No, don't think about me dead, if you don't think me alive Stuck inside my mental Need my peace like meadows Stood on my heart, stilettos Voice in my head it echoes Telling me I'm better off, better off, better off Better off dead Gotta, gotta get it off of my chest Telling, telling me things that you said Writing, writing lies up in my head Thinking maybe I'm better off Better off dead