Perky Overdose

I'm on a Perky Overdose Took a little too much now my heart feels like it froze And now I'm feeling the same way every time you come close I remember back when your soul became my home Now it's all over, red and blue pills straight into my dome A lot to me that you don't know When did your heart become so cold? This ain't the life I chose And now I'm driving down this road A clip of dark thoughts that I load Making moves with my eyes closed, closed It's called a Perky Overdose Pop one, pop two pills every time I'm hurting In my heart I'm hurting In my mind I'm burning Help me I am turning upside down Feel like everything has left me now Don't talk about my problems I just let them drown out It's a useless part of living Even if I shout out Now I'm on my own I just got to ride it out But now I'm on those Perkies to light all my flames Popping another to change all my days Drinking again, dirty sprite again Remember codeine Almost my end I'm on a Perky Overdose Took a little too much now my heart feels like it froze And now I'm feeling the same way every time you come close I remember back when your soul became my home Now it's all over, red and blue pills straight into my dome A lot to me that you don't know When did your heart become so cold? This ain't the life I chose And now I'm driving down this road A clip of dark thoughts that I load Making moves with my eyes closed, closed It's called a Perky Overdose You told me I blacked out As you scream and shout Tryna fix my soul, it won't work Yeah I have no doubt Don't want no fame and clout Don't you drag my name through the dirt Enveloped in my own darkness Didn't know it be like this Tryna make my heart worse Don't know where my home is If home is where my heart is Guess my life is a curse Call a doctor or nurse Need my heart restarted Like I said I popped a perky Made my life better Took another shot of henny Made my life better Now I look back, Now I look back I only ever did that when my life was a mess I'm on a Perky Overdose Took a little too much now my heart feels like it froze And now I'm feeling the same way every time you come close I remember back when your soul became my home Now it's all over, red and blue pills straight into my dome A lot to me that you don't know When did your heart become so cold? This ain't the life I chose And now I'm driving down this road A clip of dark thoughts that I load Making moves with my eyes closed, closed It's called a Perky Overdose