May Flowers & Tearful Showers

Watch the flowers bloom In the middle of May Yes I say I'm fine But the truth, I'm not okay I'm holding All this stress Guess that's just The price to pay Everything is heavy I just don't want any rain Watch the hail fall Middle of June Always feeling Tired I don't know What I could do Wish I could be happy Gotta' bad attitude I just wanna be with you Oh I wish I could be happy For just one moment Yeah just one moment Why can't I be happy Internal Torment Torment Everyone wants me To be who they want No one asks me No one gives a f*ck I'm just tryna be me But that's not enough For all you motherfuckers Tryna dome me No love coming my way Now I feel like my space Is being invaded from the Inside to the outside Pulling different directions I can't hide From my own Mind now What do you want from me All I wanted was some company But it's not working that way it seems Why am I just destined to be lonely Lonely Forevermore I am in my dreams And you turned the dreams To nightmares it seems I can't even Sleep Peacefully Peacefully Watch the flowers bloom In the middle of May Yes I say I'm fine But the truth, I'm not okay I'm holding All this stress Guess that's just The price to pay Everything is heavy I just don't want any rain Watch the hail fall Middle of June Always feeling Tired I don't know What I could do Wish I could be happy Gotta' bad attitude I just wanna be with you Oh