I Wish

All I ever wanted in this life was peace and security All I ever wanted was someone to love me and not fear me I know this life is fucking hard, that's why I'm fucking stunting Even when it get worse, I don't ever take off running I told him I was finna get it, just give me some time Nahh I didnt make it in my twenties, but Ill make it at twenty-nine Envying me because I take the fucking time To make myself look hella fine But I do it for my peace of mind I take time to take time for me For my spirit and my love, the energy that set me free Sit with self, gotta get to know self No one in my family speak because they always ask for help Gotta get rich, so my family good and shit, I hate that we ain't good and shit Got me crying at the steps as I write this shit and speak My voice keep cracking on the mic cause all that shit just get to me I pray the universe we get along with one another I pray that one day we really learn to love each other Praying for my friends and my ex lovers For my sisters and my brothers Hope my sister reach out to my mother I pray for everyone to find love and light But pride be the devil and the grip is too tight I wish we could get rich I wish I could help you get away from this shit Gotta help myself before I help out Praying that I find my way out It seem like all I ever do is just heal Work hard, get paid just to pay bills Goin a couple of days without a meal Have my sister zelle me cause I was too proud to ask for help Wanted to off myself Never been alone, now I know me too well It seem like nowadays I don't really wanna f*ck with nobody I just wanna f*ck with myself Fucking with myself and sitting with myself That's the greatest feeling that I ever felt Gotta deal with the cards I was dealt with I'm praying for it Till then I'ma vibe with myself I wish we could get rich I wish I could help you get away from this shit Gotta help myself before I help out Praying that I find my way out