If I Have To Be Alone (Up Against It version)

If I have to be alone Then I should make my mind serene After all you're born alone, you die alone You might as well spend every moment in between alone But if I have to be alone Then it will be on my own terms I can never talk about it, ever show it Even though the world is watching while I squirm alone And your bleeding heart friends say, "Isn't it sad?" Then they go make love While you go insane. Insane! It drives you mad! Mad! My mind, I love my mind And if no one can feel the same I'm a computer with a name And I've got no one else to blame If I have to be alone And if nobody understands That special creature that is me And if they fail to see the me I see Then no one else knows truly what it means To be alone