At The Risk Of Sounding

At the risk of sounding psychotic or a bit obsessed If you don't notice me than it's as if i don't exist 'Cuz i stood inside your spotlight It was so bright it warmed my soul And now your absence leaves me cold I know in time i will get by but right now i'm not alright Right now i'm not alright I used to think i was an independent individual But now i see to the contrary i hopelessly depend on you I need all your attention like a newborn child needs air And its mother's constant care I know in time i will get by but right now i'm not alright Right now i'm not alright Pardon me i'm lost you see I used to have a map I'd follow the glow of a girl i know But i lost her, now i'm trapped