Just A Dream

I don't think you know how much time I spend As I wait on my own contemplating ends I am torn in the middle of a world that won't let loose I hang here before you, though invisible the noose I love you if you drink; I love you if you smoke I love you for the words you stuck inside my throat I love you for the sin; and the way you turned away And I'll heal you in the darkness And I'll hold you to the day All you are now is only just a dream Can you fall down in following me? All you are now is only just a dream Can you fall down in following me? And I walk up those steps Where we used to go at night And my fingers trace the stairwell And I am back in time I just need your warmth to lay with me and find All you are now is only just a dream Can you fall down in following me? All you are now is only just a dream Can you fall down in following me? There are days that I go driving, Dad When the memory gets too strong