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I am nothing without pretend I know my faults can't live with them I am nothing without a man I know my thoughts but I can't hide them I still keep my baby teeth in the bedside table with my jewelry you still sleep in the bed with me, my jewelry, and my baby teeth I don't need another friend When most of them I can barely keep up with them perfectly able to hold my own hand, but I still can't kiss my own neck. I wanted to give you everything but I still stand in awe of superficial things I wanted to love you like my mother's mother's mothers did civilian civilian