Darlin' It Ain't Easy

I'm down to my last Stick of cigarette I'm down to the last thought In my head You saw me Packing my bags You asked me If I was coming back And I told you That I wasn't sure And I'm 5 steps away from out the door Darlin' it ain't easy For me to say goodbye But I have found myself another guy You look confused And I don't blame you But you're never around Enough for me to love you Me to love you Darlin' you don't deserve me You don't deserve my love I had plenty to give But you shrugged it off Don't think I don't know About the hair on the pillow And it seems like what we had was just a show Was it all Just a show? Darlin' it aint easy For us to say goodbye I just hope that we'll have better lives