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Your memories in the back of my mind Heart has been breakin for half of the time Smokin this weed now to ease up my mind Always do what you had asked for Now I pull up in a Jaguar Tell me what is it you mad for All the good times that I made you proud I did it all for you Why is it a battle when I speak to you Feelin like I'm never really reachin you Tug of war match that I always win When I reach out you just wanna pin All the blamin make me go insane Burn the memories watch em go in flames Cuz I can't really live like this Hearts been sunken in the damn abyss Smokin cannabis Your memories in the back of my mind Heart has been breakin for half of the time Smokin this weed now to ease up my mind Always do what you had asked for Now I pull up in a Jaguar Tell me what is it you mad for All the good times that I made you proud I did it all for you This a letter to myself imma keep it real I just cried the other day almost popped a pill Man I lose my brother Jim heart is broken still Gotta find another way forgot how to feel I been so numb think I'm under anesthetic Proceed to do my best but I always feel pathetic Somethin bout a tragedy it's always so poetic They say to look for happiness I think I should forget it