Endeavouring

In this sort of home, I lonely built a new life Try forgetting my mistakes, now I'm living here I don't care about my look, it doesn't matter now Everything still remains are my damned faults Is a choice of every night To trash the future When midnight When I walk this way I'll be sure to say Am I forgetting will to live For proceeding this eve Searching for an hidden ground For seeding my sorrows Visualizing my desires To finally getting free Body in disease - Nothing to leave The blackened I see - Mind infection New order to obey The things that I need - Are out of me Married to road - Sleep everywhere The endless travel of a man who can never die Is a choice of every night To trash the future When midnight is a lie To forget the hope For a freedom without fault But it's too late Hate still devouring I have never had a choice Persecution their fun Now I see that I am a slave Used 'till death