The Red Condition

Feeling mesmerized and alone I am forced to watch this Weary eyes replace the rocks Reality becomes a lie Paralyzed by the view Living a morbid nightmare ALL MY FEARS ARE UNLEASHED SOUL COLLAPSING INTO FLESH One step close to overhang Chocked by dizzy heights Crawling pain, afraid to keep Meaning of my thought Everything transforms into dust Watch sky now seems to be rust I'm taken into another world dragged by insanity Falling into the red condition, I die stay alive Falling into the red condition, forsaken, undead I'm drowning into, bleeding fears, agonizing years Sliding into the boundless spins of deleted words I am scared and so despaired of what's inside me I'm shattering, weakening, my injured dreams I forget my deadly wounds Lying on surreal grounds I gaze upon the empty air Tearing out my old white hair