Kill Yourself

I'D LOVE TO KILL MYSELF IF I WERE NOT SO AFRAID OF DEATH SABOTAGED ATTEMPT AS I FAILED SUICIDE TODAY DON'T CARE AS LONG AS ANYTHING GOES AWAY DISSIPATING FROM MY MEMORY TIRED OF FEELING SO DAMN AWAKE FEELS GREAT TO HAVE THIS LIFE TO FAKE I'D LOVE TO KILL MYSELF IF I WERE NOT SO AFRAID OF DEATH SABOTAGED ATTEMPT AS I FAILED SUICIDE TODAY DON'T CARE AS LONG AS ANYTHING GOES AWAY DESTROYING MOST OF MY MEMORIES TIRED OF FEELING IN DEBT TO PAIN FEELS GREY I'D LOVE TO KILL MYSELF IF I WERE NOT SO AFRAID OF DEATH SABOTAGED ATTEMPT AS I FAILED TO KILL MYSELF