Lament

Many fucking disappointments I experienced in my worthless life Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, like a curse So many days without a smile, just distorted grimaces around me Damned to drag myself on through a desert full of desparation [2x] Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?! Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever Alone and deprived of all my value in this world Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door Suffering from many sores life has slashed into my heart Beloved friends died for fucking nothing Deep wounds I'm licking but they won't heal Damned to scrape a living of sadness and senselessness [2x] Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?! Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever Alone and deprived of all my value in this world Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door My soul is black without a candle illuminating the holes in it Darkness fills my lamed extremities My heart is bleeding from within, fucking blood! I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes My heart is bleeding from within, fucking blood! I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes Alone and deprived of all my value in this world Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?! Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever I wanted to taste the beauty of love and life But these symbols are vanishing and rotting before me I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope. No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure