Pendulum

Breathing I am fading I feel I am losing myself Wishing I could be someone I'm not I know somewhere there's a mirror that can show me who I am Because I will never know Constantly bending Engulfed by my history So scared of letting go Beyond everything I wish I could be I am just a man The sun will never shine me I am lost inside the meaningless We lose control Like a pendulum I forgot where I came from Holding on to the weight of regret We lose control Swing me back and forth again You gave and you bled Now I'm picking up the pieces of my broken heart Blocked out My shattered glass past Now I'm picking up the pieces I have swept away We lose control Swing me back and forth again