Complete Surrender

Just a normal day, I went for dinner Suddenly it became very cold Attack of shuddering, pain left side Laid me down into a bed Pain became more intense Coldness grew – unconsciousness Stood up, walked away, fell down stairs Infusions of blood were given – no chance for a cure 10 days I spent in a clinic 10 days to know more and more 10 days to realize I'm dying My thoughts of death became the core Therapy for the dying Treatments without a sense Coldness grew – unconsciousness Cold communication No one really cares for me Insignificant blather No one calmes me down 10 days I spent in a clinic 10 days to know more and more 10 days to realize I'm dying My thoughts of death became the core