Corrosive Eclipse

Blind ! I am blind ! Darkness surrounds my eyes - I feel a never known insecurity ! Panic- what happened to me ? Yesterday I still could see ! Stumbling around, falling again, bleeding wounds - crashed onto the ground... What is the cause, what have I done? Can it be a sentence for my sins ? Not to endure, I feel sick, rathert being dead than to live within corrosive eclipse ! Everlasting darkness - my own hell became real ! First time that I pray to a god, of that I know that doesn' t exist. Darkness surrounds my eyes - I feel a never known insecurity ! Panic- what happened to me ? Yesterday I still could see ! Stumbling around, falling again, bleeding wounds - crashed onto the ground... Not to endure, I feel sick, rathert being dead than to live within corrosive eclipse !