Missin' U

This for you (uh)thereain't one day that go by where I don'tthinkabout you (yeah) This for my mother, Rest InPeace(uh) To you andyours(yeah) Ride with me (uh) Come on I know youwatchingme,guidingme I know from upthereit's like youwatching'Menace to Society' Listen you was thirty-two I was only nine But I'velearnedso much with solittletime Now I'msurroundedby the best of my kind We put it all together, couldn'twaistyourpearlsonSwinema Youtaughtme better You can'tprotectme orexpectme to notstrugglen fight Cause seedeathis a part of life What I wouldn't give for 1 more day wit you One lastembracen face to face wit you Explaineverythingthat made me what I am agrownman From thegroundup with my own hands Will Iforgetyou? Neva Downrightangrysometimesthat we ain't here together You can feel yourrootsand see howstrongwe are Who would'vethoughtwecouldget this far, damn I miss you EventhoughI know it's been tough I can'tstressenough nomatterwhat, mama I love you You'vealwaysbeenthereby my side You'vetaughtthewrongfrom the right, mama I love you Yesterday was you fifty-ninth birthday Time flewmissingyou in theworstway Istillfeel the same painsincethefirstday You leftthroughdeath on God's request I can'tcomplainthrough the year's mama I've been stressed Through thembulletsand the badtimesI've been blessed For thetimesthat I fail but Itriedmy best Able to do for mylovedone's, realsuccessYour thesourceof mystrengthI wasblessedwith your gifts Your insights, your wisdom, your penmanship Fun n games, I'mdoingthangs, I know you wouldn'tagreewith What I drink, what I smoke, who I be with You made sure I got some love whentherewasn't none Opened up myheartshowed theworldwhere I'mcomingfrom Yourlittlegrandson is just like yourlittleboy Mama what youbuilthere no man can ever destroy, yourbundleof joy I've beenthroughso much I losetouchandsometimesI feel that life sucks Mywomentry to getcloseI push here away She want to talk I just sittherewithnothingto say Feel me its all the pain Icontainon the inside You in therightplace but left me at thewrongtime Use to cook, clean, and sing me to sleep Now I only go to bed with my heat, damn I miss you EventhoughI know it's been tough I can'tstressenough nomatterwhat, mama I love you You'vealwaysbeenthereby my side You'vetaughtthewrongfrom the right, mama I love you Theschoolof hardknockswhere Ilearnedlife's lessons With notenoughanswers and too many questions When you had me you gavebirthto a soldier Now I'm mucholdernow theworldmuch colder Ourlivesin thehandsofpoliticiansthat don't care Wepondsin the gamebiologicalwarfare The family's sospreadout n disconnected Trying to holdthingstogether put my soul on records It's hard; you know yourdaughterhad a baby too Abeautifulbaby girl justanotherlittlepieceof you Anotherbranchwe can add to thefamilytree Responsibilitybringingout the man in me You ain't a man if your nottakingcare of home Raise andprotectmy own,untilthey full-grown Nomatterhow muchthesestreets try tochangeme I'mnever'gonforgethow youraisedme I Love You, Forever. EventhoughI know it's been tough I can'tstressenough nomatterwhat, mama I love you You'vealwaysbeenthereby my side You'vetaughtthewrongfrom the right, mama I love you Yeah, all the mothers, all the daughters, yeah, come on Sun, Moon, Earth, yeah, this for you, uh, Damn, Damn I Miss You