Lost (On the Outside)

Every moment of every day All I dream about is running away or I try to find the quickest fix But every time I try to hit, I miss For far too long I used to be so strong I have difficulty breathing I can't hear my heart beating I have numbed all my insides cause I don't wanna be lost on the outside I used to walk, but now I just stumble Everything I loved seems so far gone Is it worth it? Am I just a failure? Waiting for my world to come crashing down? For far too long I used to be so strong, strong I have difficulty breathing I can't hear my heart beating I have numbed all my insides cause I don't wanna be lost on the outside I (have difficulty breathing) I (can't hear my heart beating) I (have numbed all my insides) cause I don't wanna be lost on the outside