Suicide?

I woke up to a feeling, it was cold by my side You had gone with the sunrise, leaving tears in my eyes I got up with a feeling of an emptiness inside To the noise of the sidewalk and the silence of my mind Well I walked out this morning, down a street with no name To a club called "The Loser", like a dog that's gone lame Took the club elevator to the floor with a view I took out life subscription, it's the only one they do I stepped out on the guard rail, saw the crowds slowly part Heard a voice shouting "Don't jump, please for God's sake let me move my car!" Felt a hand on my shoulder, heard a voice cry "Just in time!" Felt the quick push, felt the air rush Felt the sidewalk, fell in line