You Never Knew (I Lied)

Your cousin Cindy touched me once I did not stop her so we carried on During family holidays She and I always found a way You never knew, you never knew You never knew I was so untrue Because I lied, because I lied Because I lied, I lied and I lied and I lied When I said I was with Paul I was with Felicity Jones the big-chested red head I swore I did not know She cornered me while you were buying me a beer She knew who you were but she did not care You may have been wise The whole time You knew the wrong Numbers were right I hope the whole time You were doing the same So I will not have to Swallow all of the blame You said you were leaving Because you did not feel needed So I lied as I tried to agree So you left me alone With me and myself So I drank and I drugged To become someone else