This Much

I hear your laugh (It kills me) I hear it floating Down the stairs, into my ears I never though it would You were so far (I followed) You never knew How much I used to look up to you I thought you were so good Leave me here I never liked you enough To let you hurt me this much Look, can't you see (My silence) Look, can't you see How much I hate you How I blame you I don't care what you say Now that I know (The reason) I only know It doesn't save you from my anger You took what I need away