Vows Of Redemption

IN MY DARKEST DAYS IN MY FITS OF RAGE NO REGARD FOR LIFE ALL ALONE IN A KNIFE FIGHT AN INNER BEAST WOULD NEVER LET ME FIND PEACE WITH MORBID VISIONS INFLICTING INCISIONS I SWORE TO USE MY FISTS TIL I SLASHED MY WRISTS I WELCOMED DEATH MOST NIGHTS BUT HAD TO SETTLE MY SCORES RIGHT ALL THAT I COULD FEEL WAS GRIEF AND PAIN I DESIRED MY DESTRUCTION - I WAS GOING INSANE FROM THE MISERABLE DEPTHS OF A FADED SOUL SPILLED THE VOWS OR REDEMPTION - IN A WORLD SO COLD BEFORE I THREW IT ALL AWAY I'D MAKE MOTHER FUCKERS PAY I WOULDN'T GO OUT WITHOUT ONE LAST BOUT KEEP RUNNING AWAY - FOR MY SOUL I PRAY REDEMPTION DECLARED - ON MY SOUL I SWEAR WILL I EVER TRULY REST IN PEACE? MY LIFE WAS A BATTLE THAT WOULD NEVER CEASE AT WAR WITH MYSELF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS MY LIFE MY BELIEF THE PAIN NEVER ENDS NOW ITS TOO LATE TO EVER MAKE A CHANGE THIS NEGATIVITY HAS GOT ME FUCKING DERANGED LIVING THIS LIFE ALWAYS FELT SO STRANGE BUT DEATH IS FOREVER BURNING IN FLAMES KEEP RUNNING AWAY - FOR MY SOUL I PRAY REDEMPTION DECLARED - ON MY SOUL I SWEAR NO LIFE WAS WASTED 'CAUSE I MADE MY PEACE DON'T SHED NO TEARS FOR ME MY SOUL HAS BEEN RELEASED ENEMY TO THE WORLD MYSELF AND ALL OTHERS THERE IS NO LIFE MY SICKNESS SMOTHERS I FEEL SOMETIMES LIKE LIFE DID ME WRONG SEEKING REVENGE SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN KEEP RUNNING AWAY - FOR MY SOUL I PRAY REDEMPTION DECLARED - ON MY SOUL I SWEAR