And You Thought You Knew Pain!

Reverse direction, in all humility, I've become extinct And only now, with grave allegiance Do I suffer, indifferent, insistent, and prolific? Thrown forward in time It's taken years to compile enough memories to die! And you thought you knew pain! Commence distinction In all things lie a will to fade Thrust backward in time, forsaken Any hope worth saving has passed me by And you thought you knew pain! What's put to rest, Infest, Insane I will rot, but it's not Like I wasn't already achieving decay Let's end today Forever enrage I am molting, no longer set apart Flesh and wood, the dirt feels good Against my heart