Further I Was

Used to wonder how you got along with me I used to wonder who called so loud I used to wonder what was wrong with me For always leaving left you alone Used to wonder how you got along with me I used to wonder who called so loud I used to wonder what was wrong with me For always leaving, for all my hatred The further I was The closer you'd be The person I was Was callow and mean The closer I was The further you'd be The person I loved Cared less about me Pushing harder than I ever thought I would Going back on all I thought I was Pushing harder than I thought I would Pissing in exile callow and mean It's taking longer than I ever thought it would Going back on all I thought I was Pushing harder than I thought I would Leaving the sky behind, closing the red door The further I was The closer you'd be The person I was Was callow and mean The closer I was The further you'd be The person I loved Cared less about me The further I was The closer you'd be The person I was Was callow and mean The closer I was The further you'd be The person I loved Cared less about me Told you I wasn't in love with all of it Told you I could never crawl so far I've always loved you more than anything Dig into me, yeah, dig into me The further I was The closer you'd be The person I was Was callow and mean The closer I was The further you'd be The person I loved Cared less about me The further I was The closer you'd be The person I was Was callow and mean The closer I was The further you'd be The person I loved Cared less about me