Jacob's Ladder

To say that all of those words meant something would be to say that your petty wars killed everything And i wonder if we ever had one of those moments because i cant count the times I tried to cut away the dead, hoping to grow up again How much i tried to kill the smiling boy The burden of falling out of the womb How much "not enough" i ever recieved I will solve these dreams before i wake up this time This loss wighs, it will always weigh