California

Awake at dawn I lay in my bed All these memories Cut through my head The nights dissolving blanket Hides the beast of day Why does it always end up like this Empty bottles broken fists Like my hunger rapes me Leaves me in a mess It's like a violent notion Can you feel the commotion Another night in California I see her dance but I think about you One night in California At day the beast is raging inside It rips me open Clouds my sight Like a zombie hunting I seek out the flesh It's like a violent ocean Can you feel the commotion Another night in California I see her dance but I think about you One night in California You had me all along girl You marked me deep inside I wasted all we had girl Now I rage into the night It's surreal You should know So unreal That you are gone