I Will Not Say Goodbye

It changes everything you've been And all that's left to be Is empty, lonely, broken, hopin' I'm supposed to be strong I'm supposed to find a way to carry on I don't wanna feel better I don't wanna not remember I will always see your face In the shadows of this haunted place I will laugh I will cry Shake my fist at the sky But I will not say goodbye They keep saying time will heal But the pain just gets more real The sun comes up each day Finds me waiting, fading, hating, praying If I can keep on holding on Maybe I can keep my heart from knowing that you're gone Cause I don't wanna feel better I don't wanna not remember I will always see your face In the shadows of this haunted place I will laugh I will cry Shake my fist at the sky But I will not say goodbye I will curse I will pray I'll relive everyday I will shelter the blame I'll shout out your name I will laugh I will cry Shake my fist at the sky But I will not say Will not say goodbye I will not say goodbye Will not say oh