Living in Your Letters

Always assuming the worst But your going on nonetheless And there's nothing to cushion your heart Lead full Letters from further away You're pulling me close to home And there's something to cushion my callus size And I know that you hope for Long good good-byes Embracing for forevers And falling in your eyes (in your eyes..) Pouring over photographs I'm living in your letters Breathe deeply from this envelope It smells like you And I can't be Without that scent It's filling me with All you meant to me To me.. Continually failing these trials But you stand by me nonetheless And you won't let me sink Though I'm begging you Phone calls from further away And messages on my machine But I don't ever tell you this distant seems terrible And there's no need to test my heart With useless space These rows go on forever There'll always be a place For you In my heart So I'll hit the pavement Its gotta be better Than waiting And pushing you far away 'Cause I'm scared So I'll take my chances And head on my way Up there 'Cause turning to you Is like falling in love when your 10