Ballad for Dead Friends

How are you feeling Do you feel ok? Cause I don't It keeps me reelin' Will I ever be the same? No I won't Its a cold day in a cruel world I really wished I could have saved you Then who would save me from myself? Right now, well, I could use a stiff drink To kill the pain that's deep inside my bones Have you been dreaming? I don't dream at all I have nightmares Memories careenin' Have you come to kill what's left Of my smile There's no vacancy in paradise I really wished I could have saved you Then who would have saved me from myself Right now, well, I could use a stiff drink To kill the pain that's deep inside my bones I really wished I could have saved you Then who would have saved me from myself I'll never forget you [Repeat x4] I really wished I could have saved you [Repeat x4]