Tongue-Tied

Last night I dreamt that you were dead The only way that I could find To clear you from my head I find it hard for me To get past all the shit you did to me In spite, at night, I try in vain To get my mind back right Tongue-tied I feel so terrified I'm so sick of being on my own (This feels like suicide) Tongue-tied I feel so dead inside Struggling in a world I can't control (This feels like suicide) Some things are better left alone Completely out of sight and mind Never to be told I find it harder to express The things that no one else can see But me, sometimes, I wait for days To get my mind back right Some say waiting Taking my own time is all I can do Should've known you'd things to hide By the look in your eyes I can hear the words loud (And now I finally understand this feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now)