Lost Iin Despair

I was lost, on my own And i couldn't bear the thought of my life I was gone, caught in the torturing memories And they burned like fire Water can never heal such pain Can't you believe Nothing is real Can't you see I cannot feel Take me away Bury me in the sand Cause after all these years i am still the same A sad and bitter man Crush my hope, grow my hate There's no home for me Nothing to give, nothing to say So tell me it's a dream