Out Of Focus

I knew what I wanted and I was fixed on it I was sure of it, I couldve been wrong It seems like its never quite like I thought itd be The reality, am I where I belong? Its not like they said It feels like most everythings out of focus in my mind Im trying to make some sense out of what I left behind The difference in who I am and the one want to be It seemed so much easier when there was something to believe A different perspective now and the world I see Is in front of me, and everythings wrong The grass was so much greener when it was next to me Now its under me, am I where I belong? The world, it only seems to change from where you look Much different than the pictures that they took Its nothing like they said it would be