Bound To Illusions

I'm screaming for your help - can anyone hear me Why am I speechless my words are empty Life is my altar death is my release I cannot help it what I have become I see your sweet shadow Oh God, I'm bound to illusions So many sacrifices I've made I don't belong to myself Have cost me many wounds my back is bleeding The razors are cutting deeper I'm out of blood Every inch is tearing me apart I smell flesh I see your sweet shadow Oh God, I'm bound to illusions A helping hand - the last escape What I have created forever gone I see your sweet shadow Oh God, I'm bound to illusions A helping hand - the last escape What I have created forever gone