Descend

Sitting back I only wish Today will turn out fine And wash away the stain The poison in my eyes What do you recommend? I feel my life descending I'm falling out of reach Catch me as I bleed (again) I"m not insane Can't reach the pain If I could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep I hate the way they are Their patronising thoughts Tried to get inside my head Ask the question I have read But one thing makes it hard Feel so fragile as I cry So confused yet so alive So abused the system lied You lied to me I'm not insane Can't reach the pain If I could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep Alone, alone Hands appeared around my neck Felt so hard to breathe I stared As my focus turned to haze I could see them I'm not insane Can't stand the pain If I could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep